Hi,

I suppose you are gearing up for the big game [Football Game], good thing its not in the dog pound. Viking finally have a QB-releatively speaking.

I just wanted to have you shed some light on my dimming aura.

A year ago or so when bought your reports I evolved phenominally as I look  back, unbelievable things happened to me just from my outlook.  However, I have lost the magnetism I had and I think it is because of some difficult life situations.

On my B-day/company xmas party last December, I got stopped for a DUI-big expensive hassel, and now I am presently struggling financialy.  So, all the positive self talk doesn’t seem to work as effectively.  I continue to remind myself the SLB mantra “all women find me incredibly irrrisistable once I……… But for me to say “I feel amzing” or “I feel great” doesnt resonate like it did.  Do you any more mantras that may penetrate orI conciously accept easier.  I don’t feel amazing yet I am still comfortable with myself.

I really am attracted to the Aura/self talk aspect in “Lust powers” (grocery store green glowing ball stuff), in my life I have attracted beautiful women only when I feel good or happy, not by my conversational skills, even though I can talk and not shy, just not excellent like some guys (i.e.You). In my single days for some reason with my brother, I would always attract beautiful women - I never had to approach them they would come to me horny.
I have a tendence to worry and be pessimistic, i am trying to improve having right thoughts-its hard now though.
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Lastly It seems women are giving me rejections as if its there weapon-i.e. girl on the bus was obviously magd by me, than I must have pissed her off because I didn’t really get turned on by her.  So now she uses the ignore me don’t sit with me as if she enjoys giving these rejections. I see this alot -women love to do it to me after they have showed obvious interest or addiction to me.

Women use these rejections alot  lately after showing they were mag’d by me-wierd tool they like to use. I learn from it and find it amusing but frustrating too.

So any insight you have on these two concerns or observations would be greatly appreciated.
Over and out and enjoy the game.
Gary

PS i love the reports you suggested for me, however the SAP report is too advanced for me I need alot practice before I can be that advanced of a conversationalist-I’m working on it.

Hey Gary

-CR